Day 9 – Fertile and abstaining…

October 1, 2006 at 1:12 pm Leave a comment

This morning I noticed something that would usually put me into a frenzied state of “gotta act NOW!” – a.k.a fertile CM.
It is so strange to know that I am currently fertile and somewhere in there, there is an egg that is ripenning and ready to be fertilized and I am doing…. nothing. Its actually a little mind boggling.
But with my type of cycle, I am starting lupron on day 21 of this cycle as the first step of IVF, which means that we need to use protection this cycle to avoid conception.

Ha! That sounds funny now – use protection. I feel like I am my own walking birth control. Over the past 16 months I’ve done everything short of standing on my head (and maybe even that) to conceive. Skipping a fertile period now seems like such an awful waste…. but I am keeping my mind on the goal. I guess I could trade my 5% chance of conceiving naturally for the 66% chance to conceive next cycle any day.

Sigh still… there’s such a huge part of me that wants to impulsively just do it. It feels like some sort of last chance to go at it… for free. 

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Expecting Number 2… :)

My TTC History

Started TTC May 2005
RE diagnosed as unexplained in Feb 06.
natural IUI #1 March 06 - BFP, m/c :(
natural IUI #2 May 06 - BFN
clomid IUI #3 July 06 - BFN
femara IUI #4 August 06 - BFN

Skipping suggested injectables,
moving to IVF
Bloodwork: Oct 12 for lupron
ER estimated 1st week of Nov

UPDATE:
25 eggs, 15 fertilized.
1 blast transferred, 6 frozen.
Precious baby Girl born in July 07.

After 2.5 years of Bliss since that BFP...

April 2009: Start of TTC #2.
(Going back for the embies I left)
Apr 15: Start of Natural FET cycle.
May 1: Transferred single blast
May 11: BFN :(
Straight to Natural FET #2
May 29: Transferred single blast
June 4: BFP!!!!
June 8: 1st beta - 177
June 10: 2nd beta - 506


UPDATE:
Healthy baby Boy born 2010!

Fast forward several years...

June 2013: Surprised with a completely natural and completely unplanned BFP!
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