My Longest Pregnancy Ever?

February 10, 2010 at 5:47 pm 2 comments

Hello!

I am still pregnant! :O Here I am sitting in front of the computer, on the equivalent day that my DD was born (4 days early) with absolutely no signs that this little one will want to do the same.

This has been a weird week. My favorite doctor had been on call over the weekend and I was somehow SURE going into the weekend that I will have my baby before the week starts. I was SURE that the next post I will be making here will be the big announcement that my baby is here. Well, talk about being thrown in for a loop! Even though I had braxton contractions almost all of Saturday, on Monday, I headed to my regular doctor appointment for the week – one that I had never thought I would make.

It somehow didn’t make sense. After all, this baby is supposedly bigger, was always measuring ahead of schedule, I am 3cm dilated and on and on. I was so sure that this baby will appear even earlier than big sister did. But apparently, God has other plans. I am now sitting here on WEDNESDAY evening and wondering at this point if I am going to be pregnant forever cause this labor thing will never actually happen.

In a way it is really ironic that when the 3rd trimester is so much tougher on me, and I have a toddler on my hands and so on, is exactly when the baby suddenly decides to sit and wait longer. If I get past today without going into labor and delivering this evening (which is what its looking like right now) this will officially become my longest pregnancy ever. Who’d have “thunk”? 🙂 Its interesting in a way to think about the fact that this was a FET baby, more advanced at implantation and more advanced and measuring ahead of schedule all of pregnancy. But this didn’t mean in the least that the little one wanted to come out sooner.

Well, I know that sooner or later it will happen. I know this logically anyway – cause otherwise, irrationally, I’m beginning to wonder if it ever will. In a strange way, its kind of a similar feeling of TTC, when you wonder if something is ever really going to you. Irrational, I know – but it just “feels” like the same kind of feeling, where you begin to feel that something that you are waiting for is just not happening. I guess the only difference is that I know with my logical mind that I am pretty much “guaranteed” an end to this pregnancy sooner or later one way or another. A guarantee I couldn’t have when I was TTC.

I guess I’ll keep waiting! And will update everyone soon as to what fate had in store…

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2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Flower  |  February 11, 2010 at 9:29 am

    Your little one just loves being in your belly. Thinking of you…can’t wait for next news.

    Reply
  • 2. Lut C.  |  February 11, 2010 at 4:16 pm

    Waiting, but not knowing for how long, I do see a sort of parallel there. After a while, it all becomes a bit unreal.

    Fingers crossed for a good delivery.

    Reply

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Expecting Number 2… :)

My TTC History

Started TTC May 2005
RE diagnosed as unexplained in Feb 06.
natural IUI #1 March 06 - BFP, m/c :(
natural IUI #2 May 06 - BFN
clomid IUI #3 July 06 - BFN
femara IUI #4 August 06 - BFN

Skipping suggested injectables,
moving to IVF
Bloodwork: Oct 12 for lupron
ER estimated 1st week of Nov

UPDATE:
25 eggs, 15 fertilized.
1 blast transferred, 6 frozen.
Precious baby Girl born in July 07.

After 2.5 years of Bliss since that BFP...

April 2009: Start of TTC #2.
(Going back for the embies I left)
Apr 15: Start of Natural FET cycle.
May 1: Transferred single blast
May 11: BFN :(
Straight to Natural FET #2
May 29: Transferred single blast
June 4: BFP!!!!
June 8: 1st beta - 177
June 10: 2nd beta - 506


UPDATE:
Healthy baby Boy born 2010!

Fast forward several years...

June 2013: Surprised with a completely natural and completely unplanned BFP!
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